Wax of Life

This is the new poem created by me after I visited my Aunty at her house. She was old and terribly sicks. In this poem I did mentioned about the life journey of human from their childhood until their elder hood. 

when my dad hugged her, i saw her tears flowing down her cheeks and  yes, i can feel that she is not ready for anything that relates with the word "leaving". so do others.

i was so sad and can't even bother to look at her face again. 

i tried to figure out what is inside her heart now, being colonized by the wrinkles and no-use-bones in her body other than her fake smile that she showed to me. i was so into it.

she just needs to eat the food with high calcium and medicines only. the force of nature, that is the best to describe this situation. 

yeah, this is her time, who knows, our "TURN" is just around. are you ready for it?

As time walks by,
the numbers are waking,
the structures are changing,
the powers are exhausting and,
the strengths are weakening.

In the end,
left the dead wax alone,
No use, yet no spark !

As an abduction,
ain't them wanting for it?
ain't them waiting for it?
ain't them smiling for it?
or perhaps,
ain't them ready for it?
may want to run away,
able they can't.

And again,
left the dead wax alone,
No way out, and yet it stuck !

Can't You Not?

Hye, this poem also created based on my experience and expressing my feeling lately..sometimes

i need to work with people who always need my instruction in making any decision or perhaps in doing things. 

 im so frustrated with this kind of people cuz later they didn't finish their work and put everything on me..

take ur time and try to understand the poem..thank you for viewing.. 

Instructs you,
I can.
Order you,
No problem.
Helping you,
never-mind !

But,
without those,
Can't you do things?
Letting you do,
Like feeding a sloth,
No reaction,
No feelings,
and No caring.

Again,
and Again.
Facing mess,
Trembling rest.
That's all it takes,
Giving your best.
Hoping for sun-rays,
Lighten up your ways.

copyright Adi Imran

Silent Killer

this poem (Silent Killer) surely bout the real life of mine, i referred this to someone who i kept on giving the chance to change but ___ refused. The way ___ treat ___ friends and crushing their heart silently makes them annoyed of ___

i'm just hoping that ___ will change someday..

Friend in need,
Friend in deed,
Trash friendship.

Look what thee did,
Flee from battlefield,
Left a friend exhausted.

Killing thou dimly,
Silently suffering inside,
Trying to change thee,
But nothing to hope for
thee, Forever remain.

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Prejudiced

this time i would like to share my own creation of poem

entitled "Prejudiced"

*think before you do anything*

each advised,
or viewed,
me listened,
but cried,
nor satirized,
me offended.

Eyes were given,
Widely used them,
Fingers were attached,
Linked it to the brain,
Reckless actioned done,
Others will suffered.

Copyright_Adi Imran 

Failure = Kegagalan = Sadness = Redha

i'm posting this topic as i had failed 1 subject in my exam which being called as Social Studies.

i felt terribly sad and i cant resist from flowing down lots of tears down my cheeks.

i have no idea what is wrong with me cuz i've been studying just like others and how come that i cant get something more than that..i've been dreaming of good results so i can show to my parents that i'm fine here. but, i cant lie to myself that i dont like to be here and it shows through my results which was devastated.

i thought everything will be easy for me here, but i was absolutely wrong. Giving my best and trying my best is just not enough. What should i do to improve myself ? There are so many distraction here that makes me feel uncomfortable and careless about my study. i know myself. my own self wasn't lazy and lame. but, the results that i got truly shown the complete change of me towards a freakin stupid and lazy student. i've been captured and mesmerized by the beauty of being an adult which makes me forget my position as a student.

:'( 

i need to chil-lax myself for a while..later, i will continue..