Wax of Life

This is the new poem created by me after I visited my Aunty at her house. She was old and terribly sicks. In this poem I did mentioned about the life journey of human from their childhood until their elder hood. 

when my dad hugged her, i saw her tears flowing down her cheeks and  yes, i can feel that she is not ready for anything that relates with the word "leaving". so do others.

i was so sad and can't even bother to look at her face again. 

i tried to figure out what is inside her heart now, being colonized by the wrinkles and no-use-bones in her body other than her fake smile that she showed to me. i was so into it.

she just needs to eat the food with high calcium and medicines only. the force of nature, that is the best to describe this situation. 

yeah, this is her time, who knows, our "TURN" is just around. are you ready for it?

As time walks by,
the numbers are waking,
the structures are changing,
the powers are exhausting and,
the strengths are weakening.

In the end,
left the dead wax alone,
No use, yet no spark !

As an abduction,
ain't them wanting for it?
ain't them waiting for it?
ain't them smiling for it?
or perhaps,
ain't them ready for it?
may want to run away,
able they can't.

And again,
left the dead wax alone,
No way out, and yet it stuck !

Can't You Not?

Hye, this poem also created based on my experience and expressing my feeling lately..sometimes

i need to work with people who always need my instruction in making any decision or perhaps in doing things. 

 im so frustrated with this kind of people cuz later they didn't finish their work and put everything on me..

take ur time and try to understand the poem..thank you for viewing.. 

Instructs you,
I can.
Order you,
No problem.
Helping you,
never-mind !

But,
without those,
Can't you do things?
Letting you do,
Like feeding a sloth,
No reaction,
No feelings,
and No caring.

Again,
and Again.
Facing mess,
Trembling rest.
That's all it takes,
Giving your best.
Hoping for sun-rays,
Lighten up your ways.

copyright Adi Imran

Silent Killer

this poem (Silent Killer) surely bout the real life of mine, i referred this to someone who i kept on giving the chance to change but ___ refused. The way ___ treat ___ friends and crushing their heart silently makes them annoyed of ___

i'm just hoping that ___ will change someday..

Friend in need,
Friend in deed,
Trash friendship.

Look what thee did,
Flee from battlefield,
Left a friend exhausted.

Killing thou dimly,
Silently suffering inside,
Trying to change thee,
But nothing to hope for
thee, Forever remain.

Prejudiced

this time i would like to share my own creation of poem

entitled "Prejudiced"

*think before you do anything*

each advised,
or viewed,
me listened,
but cried,
nor satirized,
me offended.

Eyes were given,
Widely used them,
Fingers were attached,
Linked it to the brain,
Reckless actioned done,
Others will suffered.

Copyright_Adi Imran 

Memoirs of a Glam Stud

pada smbutan raya cina taun nih ak balik umah ak kat jitra, suddenly 1 hari tuh ak teringat balik kenangan2 kat skula trmsuk la kejayan2 ak kat skula..ak mmg minat fesyen sgt2 or 2 be more specific arts..ak mmg ska melukis, mewrna..kalo sehari suntuk wat keja tuh un ak x kesa gak..ak mmg jdi dri sndri kat skula..tpi..skrg ak cma blh kenang ja, sbb ak xmgkin dpt ptah balik utk truskan minat ak..mcm u ollz tau ak post kat blog ak ni suma nya psai kekesalan ak sbb x cpai cita2 ak yg btoi2 ak nk..apakan daya..dh la..nmalaih nk leter byk2..tgk la gmbaq yg ad nih..ak nk share dgn suma viewers blog ak..syg korang~!

jamuan perpisahan =(

mdm ng's group

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 buat kawan-kawan ak time skula teknik kalo ampa terbaca blog nih, arap2 ampa igt lgi kngan kita u kita bersama kat skula, sbb ak penah reyau sbb tringat wktu kita sma2 blajaq kat ctu..
ak x penah lpakan ampa suma tau dak..kalo bley nk ja dok dgn ampa..
btw, ak akn plan 1 reunion, yg psti ampa jgn bwk anak mai skali (kalo ad)
haha..nnti  xleyh gosip plak..syg ampa suma~!

Terlebeyh Sedaq Diri

Sebelom GD mula menaip, GD nk habaq siap2 yg post kali ni mmg nk maki @ kutuk @ pa sja yg seangkatan dgnnya..kalo spa rsa dya x mau share dosa mngutuk jgn dok bca...inform siap2 nah~! nnti jgn dok heret ak sma sudah~!  kisah ni ad kaitan dgn tmpat ak study skrg which means ak sgt BENCI..fyi, ak mmg x ska dok ctu un well at least ad some sort things yg wat ak jdi ska SIKIT je la..ak nih dh cba mcm2 utk suka tmpat tuh trmasuk la amik sorang atau dua seniors jdi my role models..

ok, ak akn gelaq dya nih as "F"(bkn nma sbenar) which means faggot, freak and all the negative words which starts with "F"..

i really adore F bcuz of dya rajin,smart,talented in many things and of coz pandai..well hey, people perhaps u can guess who, but GD x mau mention nma , ok..? u ollz ley teka or anythin, but plss..dont ask me who..i want to get rid of F from my mind..ok, mgkin rmai junior2 laen ska dya sbb dya merupakan salah seorg student yg berjaya ke NZ..to be honest, me either..i really like dya pnya attitude and whatsoever, tpi mslah skrg awat ang  DELETE AKU FROM UR FB'S FRENS...? i didnt do anythin or say anythin or more closer i x kcau ur life at all u damned freakin faggot..aarrrggghhhh..u know what, ak cuma nk tnya sal study ja and xpenah kcau ur life, ya la perhaps dya dh lpa dri dh la kowt, well bulan Februari ni nk pi dh..(pi pon dak gi dok wat hebat paa) ak nk tnya sai macbeth ja un..criusly ak xtau pa slh ak kat dya, smpai ati dya delete ak..hurmm..sedeyh tau dak, selama ni dok smbng elok ja xdak mslah pa un...

AWAT ANG DOK PERASAN ARTIS SGT,AKU UN X HERAN LA X KWAN DGN ANG..

kalo ang ad view blog ak and terasa, im so sorry,

but once u messed with me, u will deserved more PAIN than u did to me..

so,spa mkan cili dya rsa pedas..yeah, kalo nk explain, silakan...i dont mind..

!~My Wish List~!

aku merupakan seorang remaja lelaki berusia 19 tahun pada Mac 2011 ini, mempunyai banyak perkara yang aku inginkan dalam kehidupan aku. Malang bagi seorang lelaki yg bergelar "anak harapan" yg begitu diharapkan oleh kedua ibu bapanya untuk berjaya mempunyai kestabilan kewangan di masa hadapan seterusnya dapat membantu mereka ketika mereka sudah uzur. aku tidak mengeluh malah semakin bersemangat untuk mencapai CITA-CITA mereka. akan tetapi aku merasakan apa yang telah aku capai selama ini seperti tidak dapat memuaskan hati mereka malahan aku terpaksa menurut segala perintah mereka untuk melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang yg sememangnya tidak pernah aku impikan LANGSUNG~! seperti yang kita semua sudah sedia maklum sebagai seorang anak kita seharusnya menurut arahan mereka dan elakkan daripada men'derhaka' kepada mereka. kini, aku berada di maktab perguruan sg. petani yg begitu...~! tidak perlu untuk ak melafazkannya di sini.sesungguhnya aku amat merindui kehidupan ku yg bebas bersuara, bergerak, melakukan apa yang aku suka dan tidak terikat dengan peraturan serta arahan untuk menjadi seorang yg bukan bernama DIRIKU~! di sini aku lampirkan satu senarai perkara yang aku inginkan (sama ada dah terlepas atau tidak)

1- Aku nak jadi seorang pereka fesyen yg terkenal.

2- being outspoken (in any situation)

3- wanna be a singer too..

4- wear anythin' yg ak suka

5- bebas utk gelak

6- gelak kuat2 (gelak lagi)

7- jerit yg ak x suka jdi tua (mcm cikgu2)

8- x mau follow rules

9- beli apa saja yg ak nak( xterikat dgn nk smpn duit or anythin)

10- no more beli buku (beli bahan menjait jaa)

11- ad satu rahsia yg ak xdpt cerita kat cni tpi ak nk wat( nk tau tnya i)

12- pi melancong...

13- makan byk2 ( tgh diet sbb berat dh x trkawai)

14- menambahkan usage of harsh words (hehe)

15-shopping..shopping..shopping~!

16-teriak puas2 (dh lma x teriak)

17- menari and have fun dgn kwn2

18-gosip dgn kwn2

19- makan daging sedara sendiri dgn kwn2 (paham2 la sndri)

20- x mau pikul tggungjawab yg byk (mcm jdi cikgu)

setakat ni dulu wish list yg x tercapai..lagipun ni x trmasuk lgi dgn wish2 nk pi luaq negara and so on yg bleyh menonjolkan keGLAMeran yg ak impikan. 

thanks 4 viewing. 

the end.

Hangat-Hangat Tahi Ayam

TaHi AyaM ka LeMbu?

     slow ja langkah ak nk mula blogging kali ni, mau dak blog yg dlu da dlete,sja gtai pi dlete. depa kta mlut ak laser sgt..dok mngata org ja keja dlm blog tuh(pdahai bkn slh ak,jari ak yg taip~hHAHA) ak dok tnya la slh kah ak ckp prkara yg benar psai depa? contoh la kwn ak sorang ni mmg gemok gila la, ak pon kta la kat dya cmnih

" weyh, awat ang gemok sgt? lrat ka ang nk bwk lemak berkilo2 tuh lari keliling sungai petani,hah? ok gak cmtu sbb cpt skit ang nk kuruih,stgi dok wat pengsan tgh jln xdak spa nk agkat lak..)

cmtu la ak ckp..tewok ka? ak rsa dak lgsung..tu la bila tipu slh,bila ckp BENAR pon slh..haih...

      ok la..blik kpd motif post kali ni(xtually 1st for this year) hye im ady but 2 be more simple as a chipsmore, ucan call me GD(only in this blog,outside call me ady,k?) ak ska maki tpi dgn cra yg brtauliah.btw,ak jgak ska tegoq org ikot dan aka sempat ja kalo ad pa2 yg depa wat x btoi..haha..even kalo kwn bek ak pkai bju bruk aritu, ak siyesly ckp truihh ja cth

"man, awat ang pkai bju bruk sgt,ang nk pi brkubang ka? pi cukuq misai nuh,da smpai tutup dagu da..haih~!" 

lebey kurang cmtu la..ak lahir tahun 1992(muda lagi ok,not moyang) bln MAC aka Pisces. ak ska adam lambert tpi ampa jgn dok pikiaq bkn2 plak(hap2..jgn~!) skrg dok blajaq gi..xyah tau la kat na sbb mls nk abaq,stgi ampa pi report plak yg mlut ak ni laser..haha..PHD sgguh~!

       topik hangat2 taik ayam ni bkn brtujuan nk crita psai taik spa or nate pa, ni cma peribahasa yg ak sma dgn condition ak skrg..haih..psai study la..wktu awai2 msuk bkn men lgi smngat,nk dpt 4 flat la pa la..tpi last2? da mula la pnyakit MALAS mai hinggap dan sedut suma kekuatan ak n nk jdi crita(xjdi2 lg crita nih) keja tidoq ja..org tua kata "keja tidoq,mkn,tidoq,mkn..tpi ak dak keja tidoq,mkn,fb..cmtu la tiap2 ari..mau kata kwn ajk hangout, x lekat kat umah la gamaknya,tpi nk pi mna sgt.kat sp nih, Pavilion, OU n seangkatan dgn dya mna nk ad..hrapkn CS yg da nk rntuh 2 ja..x CS, Tesco,xpon village mall..haih~! da la cekik drah,smpai kuruih bdn cek~! adenaa(ayat bdk sbah ipt ak).

       adoiyai,,jam da tnjuk kui 5am tpat,ak rsa ak nk benti taip da..x lrat..nnti ak smbung lgi post dgn topik yg Hot2..kimlm byk2 dkt family ampa noh(pe kes?)haha~!

with love,

GD