i'm posting this topic as i had failed 1 subject in my exam which being called as Social Studies.
i felt terribly sad and i cant resist from flowing down lots of tears down my cheeks.
i have no idea what is wrong with me cuz i've been studying just like others and how come that i cant get something more than that..i've been dreaming of good results so i can show to my parents that i'm fine here. but, i cant lie to myself that i dont like to be here and it shows through my results which was devastated.
i thought everything will be easy for me here, but i was absolutely wrong. Giving my best and trying my best is just not enough. What should i do to improve myself ? There are so many distraction here that makes me feel uncomfortable and careless about my study. i know myself. my own self wasn't lazy and lame. but, the results that i got truly shown the complete change of me towards a freakin stupid and lazy student. i've been captured and mesmerized by the beauty of being an adult which makes me forget my position as a student.
i need to chil-lax myself for a while..later, i will continue..